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With these everyday blessings, I know I'm blessed and I'm faced down thankful:) Hey ya! Welcome to my blog site :) I'm just a beginner here and I'm so willing to learn more things. Discover my world, hear my thoughts and enjoy everything. Thank you! :D
"Better not to mind the thing that depresses you cause it only makes you weak inside and out. There's a lot of things you can give your time into. Don't get stuck with the thing that ruins your day. Smile and Be HAPPY! Life is too short to be wasted on crap."Hey ya! I’m Nur-Aminah Andig. You can call me Nurie for short. I just turned 17 last February 7. I was born in Manila but raised in Parañaque. I’m currently taking up BS Accountancy in Pamantasan ng Lungsod ng Maynila.Candid but cowardbitter but sweetshy but loudhardworking but lazysophisticated but naïveGrade conscious but smartlover but hater.Very ironic but that’s the real me. :)Part-Time loverFull-Time FriendA Happy-Living CreatureA Frustrated BloggerA Music LoverAn OptimistA Wild DreamerOccasionally morbidOften surrealClumsyInconsistentProcrastinatorLiving in a fairytale somewhere too far for us to findA Paramore fanatic, babyA Future CPA A Proud MUSLIM :)
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 Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 9:15 PM 3 Hours To Go
3 hours to go and I 'll be saying goodbye to 2010 which will leave so much memories, whether it's happy or sad. This year has brought me many experiences I've enjoyed, problems I've encountered, friends I've met, subjects I've suffered into and especially lessons I've learned. Thank you Ya Allah for giving me all the things you've given me though some of those was never been asked. Thank you for making me strong each day and for making me realize that I am so much lucky for what and who I am now.
This year, I laughed. I cried. I frown. I giggled. I celebrated. I succeed. I passed. I failed. I rejoiced. I loved. I got mad. I got disappointed. I was hurt. I was broken. I learned. I understood my religion. I started to love Him, the Almighty Allah.
I've encountered new things that made me somehow more clever and more understanding on why things are such. I've faced problems and troubles that had caused me too much headaches but was able to solve with the help of the people around me and of course, with the help of Allah. I learned that when things aren't on their right places, Allah will still be the only one who I can rely on and who I can trust without any doubts. I've met new friends like my BSA 2-1 and some of the BSAs on different levels. My life in PLM is going good and smooth with them though my Accounting grade was not on its good side . :D Still, my friends are the reason why I go to school everyday. I've suffered on my studies especially on my Accounting subjects but still, I am here, facing forward and firm, believing that I will and can make it till the end. I know I will be a future certifeid public accountant. I promise, those 3 bold letters will be attached on my name someday, soon. I've learned many lessons - about life, about love, about friendship, about struggling Islam. I've hurt myself and the people around me. My heart was broken too many times and I already learned a lot. I know I can be better in 2011. GV please.
I am still here on Earth, fighting bravely each day with the hope and faith I am holding to beat the odds. And now, I am hoping for my year 2011 to be a better year for me and for my family. I am also hoping to finally embrace my religion and to learn more about it. I wanna be a good Muslim and good follower of Him. Ya Allah, these are all I pray. Give me a good start to improve myself and to discover a lot of things about You. Ya Allah, please I don't wanna fall on the wrong man. I hope the next time I'll be inlove is to the man I know I can be with forever. Ya Allah, I ask for your forgiveness for everything I know I've done wrong and for courage to seek for wisdom and understanding. I wisg I can be more patient on 2011.
2011. This may be the year everyone has been waiting for. New year. New life. New me.
Let's kiss 2010 a goodbye and warmly welcome 2011.
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Thursday, December 30, 2010 @ 4:04 PM Half of My Heart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LLaLWehxJFc Crazy little thing called love? The title seems to be so interesting. When I got the chance to see the trailer, I was easily fascinated by the lead actor and probably also to the story. So here the story goes: The ordinary 14 years old girl name Nam. she's unattractive or simple call... the ugly! But she had secretly in love with older guy in grade 10 name Chone, a most popular student in high-school. He's hot, perfect and generous. That's make girls in school going crazy about him, including Nam too. But she doesn't give up easily. She tried do everything to made her pretty good and outstanding in school because she hopes him turned around at her just once more time. HAHA. See? This story makes me realize how first love was all about. It could be crazy, passionate, bizarre and sometimes, weird. I don't want to recall about my first love and how it went. I could say that it was the wrongest mistake I've ever made, how I was been fooled by him and my fucking feelings. HAHA. So much for that, going back to that movie, I really could relate myself to Nam who crazily adores Chone. HAHA. I think I have been through an experience like Nam's on which I chased my crush in our campus and did some little foolish shameful acts in front of him. HAHAHA. Maybe that's the weirdest thing I've done in my life this year and I would eventually laugh at myself when I remember those crazy things. LOL. And now I remember R. As 2010 ends, my crush on him also ends. I end this intimacy because I know, he will always be a dream not meant to come true. Sighs. That's the tragic about love. So now, I've been spending my life for not searching on the half of my heart.
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Sunday, December 19, 2010 @ 2:36 PM JPIA Day 2010
It was Saturday, December 18, 2010. JPIA Day was finally here. Every JPIAn was so excited including me. Well, what did we expect? Games, adventures, cheerdance competition and most all the JPIAn Idol.
In the morning, I joined the Snakes and Ladders game together with Danica and Rommel. We played normally like it's not a competition. I unexpectedly declared as 1st place. Galing ko kaya magroll ng dice. HAHA. Danica was the 2nd. It was held at 3rd floor GL so we quickly proceeded to the field to join any games.
At 305 I think. After playing Snakes and Ladders.
Chester who join the Endurance games was still standing for many hours. Haha. He said it was better to entertain him or to talk to him so that he couldn't be distracted by other teams. We decided to take some pictures.
BSA II-1 with Chester's monument. HAHA. Este with Chester pla talga. There were eggs on between of his arms. Tibay niya tlga ah.
With my lovely friends, Dan, Meng, Rose Ann and Me - from left to righT.
We built our own pyramid. HAHAHA
Eto pa. HAHAHA. Dapat pupunta din ako sa tuktok e kso di nila ko kaya :/
In the afternoon, we ate our lunch at Mcdonald's Kalaw. We only had 30 mins to take our time eating because at 1:30pm, we had to go back at PLM for the next game, the Rap-Raf's Adventure. I joined this game again together with my other blockmates. Alyzza was my partner and we were assigned in JUMBLED WORDS category. :D From torch to 6th floor of GL to Diosdado's statue to Pride Hall to Kiosk to Chapel to ROTC Headquarters to Freedom Wall to UAC. Waaah. My legs were tortured ;/ Ang sakit kya ngaun. We were the 3rd place - as usual. I was really disappointed with the game especially to the Netherdrakes. Kuya Nesti was looking at the paper of our teammates while answering the riddles. Duh, we were playing right and then suddenly someone was cheatingfor them to win? SHAME ON THEM. We were stucked at the 6th station for that stupid riddles. Amp. Haays. We ran for nothing. We wasted our efforts for nothing. Amp. LOSER tlga.
After the game, the Hero's Journey already started. I saw Rommel, Liezel, Dada, Arlie, Jenny and Vero playing. Here's the picture. Grabe, kawawa sila. :/ They shampooed the grass and the soaped the field. HAHA. :/
I don't know if this was Dada or Liezel but look, she was like crying for pain or weariness. :/
Jenny, wearing black, and Tommel, in white, were trying to move forward. Ang hirap kaya nian :/
Mukang nahihirapan na tlga si Arlie (the first girl on the line) :/
Love may start here. HAHAHA. Lol. Jelly lang. Char naman.
THE SURVIVORS :DDD
While waiting for them to take their baths, some of us played Dodge Ball together with Sir Dong. HAHA. Fun. Fun. Fun ang laro. HAHAHA. I also waited for Rommel because we would join the Fearless Game where we must find a plastic with red ribbon.
The clock striked at 7PM, I think, and the adventure started. Rommel and I were the first in our team to search for a puzzle piece. HAHA. Waaah. Kuya Adriane tried to capture from the both of us. We ran fast and I was surprised that Rommel was holding my hands. Hahaha. Just behaving normal, bka mahalata e, haha. I let him do that but when we were trying to escape Kuya Adriane, I was running too fast and I forgot to wait for him. But we successfully got the puzzle piece. To shorten the story up, our Team Obeisant Omniknights won this adventure. HAHAHA.
In the evening, the battle in Dance Mania and JPIAN Idol started. Sad to say, I went home at 10:30pm so I wasn't able to finish the event. But before leaving, Ate Lalane was my bet.
In the end, Kuya Paul won as the JPIAN Idol for this year and Ate Lalane was the 2nd. TEAM NETHERDRAKES won in the overall and our team was the third as always :/ Poor us. Nevertheless, we enjoyed everything though it took us exhausted. Still the bonding for our block and our team was there. Hail JPIA. Let's live the JPIAN dream :D
So, JPIA Day, till we see each other again next year, inshaAllah :DD
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Tuesday, December 14, 2010 @ 2:20 PM Are we meant to be?
Everyone wants to be successful with their careers. Everyone wants fame and fortune. Everyone wants to be happy with their lives. As days pass by, I guess I'm becoming more of a loser. Since elementary, I used to be on top. I used to excel. I used to be the representative of our class. I used to get recognition and praises. But now? I think it's the other way around. :c
When I was in high school, I already decided that I would take BS Accountancy because my mom really wanted it for me. It was her dream to be a Certified Public Accountant. And as her daughter, I'd like to continue her lost dream way back then.
As I entered PLM a year ago, it was like a shock for me. The school is so big compared to my former school and it is very strict when it comes to their policies. And when I already met my Accounting subject, woah, I was alarmed if I was in the right path of my life. I admitted, it's hard, it's nerve-bracking unlike solving any math problems or answering my periodical exams. It needs a lot of focus and analysis and I think I lack those. I suppose I need to have a great determination and courage about what I am doing and choosing now.
I don't like failing myself especially my parents. It pressures me. :/ Don't they know that I am truly trying the best out of me. I guess this is life. FAILURES ARE ALWAYS THERE. I know that failure is never sweet; but it adds a bit of sugar to life..
So that's it. I just need to hold on things I have now. Hold on my dreams because these are all what I have now. Believe in dreams. Let the passion of my heart make them real.
I KNOW IT WILL BE WORTH IN THE END.
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Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 1:18 PM Saranghae ♥
Saranghae - korean of I LOVE YOU. ♥
Those three words which everyone wants to hear from their loved ones. Those three words which one fails to hear from someone who he/she loves but never love him/her back.
So what about this word Saranghae? Actually, I like Korean Shows and Music but to the extent of loving them so much is not what I do. But now that I' m loving "Perfect Match" a korean show, I also start loving Koreans especially my love, Lee Min Ho ♥ I really love his charm, his smile, his looks that can kill me everytime I see him on television. LOL.
What I also love about this show is the OST - Can't Believe It and Saranghae. WAAAH. ♥
"Dahil sa piling mo lagi, kaysaya ng aking puso. Para bang ako'y nasa langit na, ang paligid kayligaya. Kung ito ma'y panaginip ay ayoko ko nang magising. Ang pag-ibig ko'y patuloy at aaminin ko sa'yo saranghae."
Super LSSed. It's like this reflects my heart's status. To whom anyway? Well maybe to him ♥ Bwahaha.
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Saturday, December 11, 2010 @ 11:46 PM Tortured Brain
My brain was really tortured. It suffered from a super nerve-bracking exam in Financial Accounting II. How I wish I can not take the exam. Haays. No matter how I studied for it,still the effort was not enough. Imagine, a 20-item exam for one and half hour? And it was all long problems. When you get a wrong answer from the first, expect that you'll get the wrong ansers for the next questions. :c
After taking the exam, I was like "BUSET. PUCHA, NAKAKAINIS." I wanted to cry because I already knew I can't pass the exam. And the worse thing is that, we already promised to our prof that we would pass the exam. Duh. It's not our fault, she's giving that kind of exam without any considerations. She's taking things too fast. Our lessons, discussions and even that fuckin' exam. NAIINIS TALGA AKO.. BUSET TLGA. FUCKSHIT.
Kelan ba ko makakabawi?
Ya Allah, help me please. Kaw na bahala. Haays
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Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 6:32 AM My World
And now, I'm so back. Our net connection is finally back and I'm very happy with it. I don't need to go in net cafes and then rent for a pc for an hour and then suddenly, when my time's up, still, the one hour is not enough. HAHA.
I have tons of stories. I have so many things to tell. Yeh know, my last few weeks were indefinitely exhausting. I usually get home at 10:30 pm and then sleep at 1am :C What more exhausting than that? Hahaha.
Well anyway, I was really worn out yesterday, not just me but the whole class BSA II-1. The class was already dismissed at 09:30pm. SIGHS. From 7am to 9:30pm, deadlier than the deathly hallows. Haays. Our brains were so much consumed and deteriorated. Super overtime. Hays. We were so loaded :c Aybuhay tlga oh.
And i don't want Saturday to come. It's our 3rd quiz in Financial Accounting. I hope I can pass the exam. PANGARAP KO 'YUN. Sana di ma-time pressure. One and half hour is not really enough to solve long problems. Ay Ma'am, you are killing us. FinAcc, love me please and I will love you forever for sure.
At idagdag mu pa si RAGR. Nakaka-ARRGGG talaga siya. I never met someone like her who is very much demanding and unpredictable. She is never consistent with what she is saying. She changes her decisions from time to time. WHATEVER RAGR, YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER. The whole class is very irritated with her, the way she talks, she acts and she teaches NAKAKAYAMOT. I hate staying at her classes. Ok ba kung isang subject lang e, kaso dalawa pa. Duhh. BUSET tlga. Kagigil.
Nonetheless, I still love staying at school. I love staying with my friends. HAHA. Kahit nakakastress, still, masaya pa din. HAHA. I have something to confess. I'm starting to like him. HAHA. Di ko alam e. Though we often quarrel - NAGBABARAHAN - I get attracted to him. Gwapo naman siya pati kaclose ko. Haha. Wala lang, bsta crush ko na ata siya pero slight lng? Haha. Basta, we're always together naman kasi. Haha. ANG GULO ko. The strange thing about him is that sometimes, he cares and sometimes, he's not. In our circle of friends, he's my closest BOY friend. SIya lang ata kse matino at nakakasama ko na nakakalokohan ko. Parehas kase kameng humorous. HAHA. I already noticed last summer that he was always teasing me or whatsoever. Diba minsan pag may crush sau ang isang tao, nagpapansin or nang-aasar? HAHA. Feel ko crush niya din ako :>>>>> HAHA. FEELING-era tlga ko. JK anyway.
Nawawala kasi si Gori ko e. I can't see him at school. Buti pa mga classmates ko, nakikita siya. Kya nga naghahanap na ko ng bagong crush. HAHA. WTH. I miss you R. HAHAHA.
Anyway, I dreamt strange things, from love story to horror. HAHA. The first one was about R. Haha. Yun ung nakkakilig. I saw him in my dream and we were together. We were like lovers. BWAHAHA. Kahit sa panagip man lng, DREAMS do come true. HAHA. Beystos. :> and the bizarre thing that happened the next day, someone wrote something odd on the freedom wall in school. It says "MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA NUR-AMNAH ANDIG." The first time I saw that is I was not touched nor flattered, I was laughing and screaming to death that who the hell worte that. MAKAPANG-TRIP NAMAN. Grabiii. He left a contact number pa. But when I texted the number, it's like he's not studying in school. Mr. Psychopath, BUSET KA. HAHA. LAKAS NG TRIP MU, shame.
Ang weird kase after ng panaginip ko ke R, nangyari un. Is that a sign? Is it possible that R wrote that? Besides, I think he knows me by face or even by name? HAHA. And I'm dreaming on. Potek.
The second dream was about ghost. I sit beside a ghost when the class was loaded and there's no vacant seat. Haha. The ghost is a girl and she's full of blood. Haha. And I was scared in that dream because she's following me. Gosh, what kind of dream was that? HAHA. Muntanga lang. What does it mean kaya? Hmm.
The third dream was about P. It's the oddest dream of all. His family went to our house saying that I should stop backbiting and revenging to him. I hate that dream. For millions of people in the world, siya pa napanaginipan ko at nakakainis pa. Buset. Ano kaya meron bakit ko napanaginipan un? I hope it means nothing at all.
And that's it. I'm tired telling those stories. HAHA. Next time ulet. Yey. Our net is bacl, my world. Temptations are here again :C
P.S. I love Lee Min Ho.
LOTSA LOVE HERE, Nurie
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