Everyone wants to be successful with their careers. Everyone wants fame and fortune. Everyone wants to be happy with their lives. As days pass by, I guess I'm becoming more of a loser. Since elementary, I used to be on top. I used to excel. I used to be the representative of our class. I used to get recognition and praises. But now? I think it's the other way around. :c

As I entered PLM a year ago, it was like a shock for me. The school is so big compared to my former school and it is very strict when it comes to their policies. And when I already met my Accounting subject, woah, I was alarmed if I was in the right path of my life. I admitted, it's hard, it's nerve-bracking unlike solving any math problems or answering my periodical exams. It needs a lot of focus and analysis and I think I lack those. I suppose I need to have a great determination and courage about what I am doing and choosing now.

I don't like failing myself especially my parents. It pressures me. :/ Don't they know that I am truly trying the best out of me. I guess this is life. FAILURES ARE ALWAYS THERE.