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I’ve been thinking about him these few days since we texted last Tuesday : ) Haays. We talked about ourselves. I somehow knew some of his personalities. He’s very humble. He’s quite funny. He’s childish, I guess? He’s religious. He’s smart, everybody knows it. Waah, I think he’s my newest crush : ) I really admire him. When he’s approaching me, I’m kinda shy. HAHA! I can’t look at his eyes. I can see my previous crush in him. They’re both quiet and gentleman. HAHA! Waah. But maybe this is only a usual admiration. Nothing more : )

Please, I don’t wanna fall in love again.

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We already did our oral interpretation in Rhetoric and I was not quite good enough. I only got 27 points out of 30. But still, I’m thankful because some of my classmates got lower than 20. I lacked some gestures and stage movements. I stayed at one place and I didn’t maximize the space. I still have the stage fright. But the good thing from what I did was our professor said that I have a nice diction and I was quite happy because I didn’t forget what I practiced last night.

The surprising part in this activity was when I heard that Franz chose “Iris by Goo Goo Dolls” which was supposed to be my another option because it’s really my favorite song and I neglected it for the reason that for me, this song somehow talks about love for someone and as of now, I really don’t care about it. I seem to forget that : ) I AM RULY DETERMINED AND FOCUSED ON MY STUDIES. I somehow took it for granted during my 1^st year. My FAULT. Thank Allah, I chose the right song!

Medyo natutuwa lang ako kasi may kaparehas ako ng favorite song. Bihira lang ‘yun diba? Pero pano kaya kung yun yung pinili ko? At dahil sa medyo katangahan, dalawang papel pala yung naipasa ko. Naisama ko ung “Iris” na isinulat ko din sa yellow pad. HAHA! Ang shungaaa : )))

Another story. Rose Ann and Danica always talks about that they’re trying to be quiet even just for a day. I said “ASA KAYO!” And but for a few minutes, I wondered because I never think of trying to be quiet even just for a second. Danica interrupted that if I’m going to be the first who will initiate being quiet, they’ll be following this advocacy. HAHA! What a shame! Isn’t it funny?(Laughs)

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What makes a thing broken? I think it’s when something whole is torn in pieces. Everybody may actually experience being broken. It’s inevitable, right? You’re broken when someone dump you. You’re broken when your loved one pass away. You’re broken when something unlucky happen to you. You’re broken when members of the family are not together. You’re broken when your heart is in pain and misery. That’s what being broken is.

One of my favorite songs of Paramore (I like them all but I do have my favorites) is “WE ARE BROKEN.” We have our activity in our Rhetoric Class and it’s giving an Oral Interpretation of a song. I chose it because it does have a great impact on me. When I watched the DVD of their Final Riot Concert in Chicago, it seemed that I was magnetized by this song. It’s full of pain, bitterness, regrets, misery and distress. According to Hayley Williams, the lead singer and as well as the composer, it’s about children who are in desperate in need and who she thinks deserve a chance. According to her, it is a prayer and a plea to God because she pretty much surveys the human struggle brilliantly and the lines “KEEP ME SAFE INSIDE, YOUR ARMS LIKE TOWERS” are asking God to keep everyone safe His mighty arms. Everyone gets emotionally broken because of some cruel and heartless circumstances happening around them.

I, myself, am now emotionally torn and broken because of my family. My parents are always getting in fight and arguing about some financial issues. They’re both yelling, exchanging selfish thoughts and fighting most of the time. It’s always the SCENARIO. And I’m so so so sick of it ; ( I have nowhere to go and nobody to talk to. That’s why I want to be at school and to be with my friends at all times. I can express what I feel. I’m always the real me.

It’s TRULY hard being broken. For what I can say, every broken thing wants to be whole again. AGAIN.

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Can I cry out loud? Can I scream? GOSH. The rumor about the quiz was true. Only Franz passed the exam having an average of 81% and Vergel’s next having an average of 70%. See the difference? And what’s mine? I only got 63% : ( Pity on me! First quiz, first failure for this semester! I’m now hoping for a good result in our second quiz on Monday! (crossed finger) Please Allah, Help me! Alhamdullilah.

Change topic, JPIANs attended the General Assembly last Wednesday, July7, and it was BITIN. The playful day started with a Thanksgiving Mass and I stayed at canteen for about 1hour. Then after the mass, I, together with my classmates, went immediately in the field because there was a Team Building Activity. I belong to OBEISANT OMNIKNIGHTS, a DOTA character having the power of strength. That’s why our classmates admitted that we’re COMPETITIVE. HAHA.

Anyway, I had fun playing Badminton, my all time favorite sport, last Friday with my classmates. I enjoyed our PE class! HAHA. It was like my first time to play it again because It was a long time since I last played Badminton. It was just fun, fun, fun! : ) But as I went home, my body started to pain especially in the lower part and in my hands. HAHA.

I was TOTALLY ATTACHED to the song of B.O.B and Hayley Williams my love. Waah! I already memorized most of the rap part. And it’s WOAH. I’m super lovin’ the song!

Can we pretend that airplanes like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now.

I BADLY NEED A WISH RIGHT NOW : |

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Hey! Sorry, I have not been updating you for a month because we don’t have an internet connection :”<>

JUNE 7-11

Woah. My first week in school was kinda great because I already saw my classmates who I missed so much. I also met my new classmates and new professors. : ) They were all good. You know what? What made this week a busy one for me? I was elected as a TREASURER for the second time around. I was the only one elected from I-2. Kinda disappointing at first because I was not expecting to be elected and I thought of collecting pennies again (and it’s the hard part of being a treasurer and it’s the main responsibility of being one.) What should I think about our first week of school? Well, there were no regular classes and this made our each day tedious and dull. We were just talking ‘bout our vacation. HAHA.

But I was thankful with our schedule. I only have 4 days of classes. No Wednesdays, Saturdays and Sundays. It means, there’s a lot of time to rest! Yipee! : D

JUNE 10

My mom arrived from Mindanao. She stayed there for the whole summer together with Rema who was left there for school : ( I got a pasalubong, a blue bag which was obviously from Mindanao, from mom. Nuts, durian candies, dates, etc. – usual pasalubong when she came home from there. : ) It just made me happy seeing my mom again but a li’l bit sad knowing that Rema was not with her.

JUNE 14

A holiday! : ) Celebrating Independence day! It was just one of those ordinary days. Stayed at home. No FinAcc : )

JUNE 16

There should be no class because it’s a Wednesday! It should be our off but because there was no class last June 14, we had a make-up class in FinAcc. It seemed that holidays are useless. AW.

JUNE 17

First day of Foundation Day of our university! I was excited not because of the activities in school but there were no regular classes again! HAHA : ) A lot of fun again! I-2 invaded Robinsons! We stayed there for lunch and played at Tom’s World! I really enjoyed the games there! We had so much fun! It looked as if we’re still classmates knowing that most of my former classmates shifted in FTM and only 15 of us were retained in Accountancy. Being with them that time just showed that our friendship is still there and no regrets of what happened in our former block. How I missed them so much! But the reality was there. We had a new set of classmates. I went home with a lot of happiness in me. : )

JUNE 18

Second day of Foundation Day! : ) It just meant that I was with my I-2 loves! : ) A day with them again! We decided to go in SM Manila for us to have small expenses! : ) We ate at KFC as far as I remember! Kwentuhan, tawanan, asaran and barahan! : ) This is our typical bonding! After eating our lunch, we headed to the movie house to watch a 15-peso movie! We only bought 12 pcs. of ticket but the funny side of it was, 3 of our classmates secretly escaped from the lady collecting the tickets! HAHA. We enjoyed watching the horror movie though some of us were screaming during the show. HAHA : )

JUNE 19

It was supposed to be the last day of the Foundation Day but I decided not to come! HAHA. Besides, my blockmates and I agreed not to attend the said activities that day! And it was a two-straight days spending that Foundation Day. It was not even worth it without my I-2 loves : )

JUNE 21-25

I can’t remember what happened this week. Maybe I was busy but still enjoying the company of my classmates. NO IDEA! : ) USUAL DAYS.

JUNE 28

This was the day of having our first ever FinAcc Quiz. It was hard! It was nerve-bracking! It terrified me. At first, I thought I was the only one crying inside for help because of the quiz, but as each of us finished and left the room, we started to discuss it and I found out that my classmates were also having that pity on theirselves. : ( BADTRIP!

JUNE 29

There was a rumor that only one of us passed the said exam and it was Franz, the smartest among us. When I heard it, I was kinda depressed but I already expected it not having a good score. I was waiting for Thursday to really hear what’s my score. (SIGH)

JUNE 30

It was not a typical Saturday because every Filipino witnessed the inauguration of our newly elected President Benigno Simeon Cojuangco Aquino III and Vice President Jejomar Cabautan Binay. It was held at Quirino Granstand in Manila and thousand of Filipinos went there just to see the historical event. I amired P-Noy’s inaugural address and I was expecting to see the good changes in his administration within 6years. BOW.

That’s all I’ve got for the month of June. : )

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