Cold Nostalgia

Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 3:18 PM

As I flash back..

Haaays. It's been almost 1year and 1month since we bid goodbye to our alma mater. I really couldn't forget the happenings since the last time we got our diplomas. What a memorable graduation!!! Most unforgettable moment of my high school life. The moment i first stepped my feet on the ground of my former school and the moment i stepped out cause my mission was over.

Nothing is really greater than my high school days =))

Yeah so true! It made my life so happy and memorable.

All the FIRST experiences that could possibly happen happened to me.

I couldn't imagine how my life was without my friends, or let me say TRUE FRIENDS. Each one of them has his purpose in my life. Some may be the ones who truly cared about me. Some may be the ones who stabbed me in front but made me realize what's all about the reality. Some hurt me but after that, the ones who asked apology. Some put my face a BIG SMILE and explained to me how wonderful life is.

On my freshie year, well, it seemed that i was really not over in my elementary days. I said to myself during this year that nothing was better and happier than my elementary. Athough I have my friends, still, i didn't actually hang out with them. Yea! It's the truth. I hate my freshie year so i just gave all my efforts in my studies. In its result, i was the Top 1 in our class and Third Honor in the over-all.

On my sophomore year, ahmm. I didn't actually expect that this was the start of the competition. I was moved on a higher section. I expected that all of my classmates were really smart! I was so scared mingling with them. I thought they're were... Woah! Heavy! Super smart and Genius-like.. I was in the section 1 of the regular program. In this year, i was on an adjustment process. I didn't know what to do, how to start making friends with them, how to be just like them.. I didn't have any idea. I just decided that i must do something to be just like them. I studied hard and that's it, i was the First Honor in over-all for regular program. Whew. Unexpected! It was just my first time because when i was in elelmentary, i was just always on the Third Honor and below. I never reached on the second rank or even first rank. I was drowned in bliss. :)) Haha. On the end of the year, some of my classmates were already my close friends.

On my junior year, woah! One year to go.! This was memorable. Many things happened. Sweet, funny, scary, joyful, everything that may describe this year.. I already had my best friend. It's Mary Camille Joyce R. Bialen. We actually have common traits that's why we clicked. I already showed the true side of me. Not the super quiet person but the super LOUD person that one can be. :))
I also experienced being in love and being loved by someone. Woah. Super kilig to the bones. haha. How sweet this year was. :)) I felt i was always in cloud nine. You know actually what i mean. Being in love and being loved in return is such a sweet thing, isn't it? :)) LALA :)) I won;t further talk this thing here. Hahah.

On my last year, my craziest year, my happiest year, my senior year, at first i really didn't like the start of it. New classmates :(( Some of my classmates were being transferred on the other section. I cried when i saw the list of names of my classmates. My close friends were not my classmates anymore. I was so sa that time and in fact, Baby Ann called me just to confirm if i was really kidding when i texted that her name was not included in the master list of Beige. Haay. How sad :(( Nevertheless, we had to move on bout that thing. About my new classmates, i thought they're hard to socialize with. But on the middle of the year, somehow i was wrong. We're still on the adjustment period. There was a time that i wanted to turn back time! I said that i hate that year if i was not mistaken. However, i already made friends with them. I found out that they're also good just like my classmates in Third Year. :)) hehe. I had a great time during my senior year. I enjoyed my classmate's company and as well my teacher's craziness. :)) haha.

As i flash back, i can't avoid to cry. Tears are always falling whenever i reminisce those days, those happy days. I wish i could turn back time but well, let me face the reality. I'm not the kind of person who will run away from the truth. I certainly learned lots of things about them, how to be competitive, how to be more creative, how to be aFIGHTER, how to be a WINNER, and how to face the next days aiming for the mark :))

I'm already in college. And i'm on the long process of adjustment just like before. Haays.

This is life :))

I hope i always possess the guts, the strenghts, the confidence, and the power to surpass my four years in college.

I'm aiming for the 3 BOLD LETTERS :))

C P A :))

Yeah!

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