Sorry for not updating this in 4 days. I had no time because I didn't have anything to share! My days were boring. HAHA.


I was so happy this day just because I got the chance to have some bonding moments with my best friend Camille and her boyfriend which was also my classmate in highschool, James. We just did some kwento kwento. I brought brownies and PIC-A. I did tell her all my secrets and my love problems. We talked about some stuffs and they found it odd about what they actually heard from me! Sorry, I can't tell here. They were also shocked just like me the first time I heard about that stupid stuff. Tsk.

Anyway, we did have fun. Bext told me some kilig moments with James and I found it NAKAKAKILIG also. I just realized na first time kong KILIGIN sa kanila sa tagal nila nu! I admire them and their relationship. I hope their relationship will be forever. I know it will. They both know how to handle situations and their problems and that's the thing I admire about them.


Change TOPIC. We watched the MVof Telephone by Lady Gaga. It's creepy! I told them about Gaga that she's an Illuminati. Gosh! And I found out that she's like Marilyn Manson, creepier than Gaga! Goodness! How could someone like them belong to that group? Group under Satan! Allahuakbar! Ya Allah ko! Bkit sila ganun? Wlang magawa? Well, people like them should not be given a time. Haays, but people idolize them! Craaap! People are blinded by their music! Haays, they have the talents but if you look beyond their personal lives, they must NOT and should not be ADMIRED!


Affected much? HAHA. Nakakatawa lng. Bahala na nga!


I got home by 8PM. I ate my dinner, surfed the net for a while and prayed!


After praying, I watched PBB Teen Clash! Wee, I BET for Teenternationals! Especially to James Reid ♥ Cool! They all did great! Can't stand it? A nice song!


"Baby, I love you, I never want to let you go. The more I think about, the more I want to let you know…That everything you do is super dooper cute And I can’t stand it."


Bret was great singing it!


Wait, I almost forgot. I hate the ending of Tanging Yaman! :( Jomari died and I thought it was the president who would die! What a tragic ending! TSK. BUT nevertheless, the story was fantasitic! :D


Hey ya! Let's call this a day!


xoxo.


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Well this is just like one of those gone-too-boring days. Stayed at home and surfed the net the whole day. What can be more boring thing than this? Gosh. And I enjoyed playing Plants vs. Zombies and listening to Owl City's songs. Also watched the MVs of Paramore (a million times i think). Haha. I just love Paramore, super duper. While I was doing nothing, I've got a bunch of epiphanies. back to top?

Hey ya! Let me name my blogsite, Nappy. From now on, you will be my newest best friend. I'll confess everything I do for a day. Well anyway, today was FUN. As in, FUN, FUN, FUN. You know why? I got to meet my two best friends. Sweet, isn't it? My best friends' name are Juliet and Dianne or Yet and Yang respectively. I've known them since elementary. They were my classmates but I've known Yet longer than Yang because Yet was my classmate when I was in Kindergarden and I met Yang when we were in Grade 2. Yet is the shortest among us three (Still no changes). Yang and I just have the same height. They're both beautiful and I think I'm left behind. Haha. I envy the both of them because they're never been separated. Elementary, Highschool and College, they still have the same school and they are still classmates. How pathetic I am! I seldom think that I'm just an EPAL or a SALING KETKET. We seldom see each other. In fact, it was last summer since I've seen them. It was a long time. Too much for a drama.

Well anyway, the main story was the reunion we, three, have. I went first at Yet's house in MIA where Yet and Yang fetched me up by 1 PM. We stayed there for two hours as far as I can remember. I got to see Yet's mom, Tita Rita. A little kwentuhan while watching TV. Haha, Yet is so KALOG unlike Yang who is silent and gentle. We were talking about our former classmates.

By 3PM, we went out to MOA. A little walks, window shopping, and kwentuhan. We saw Josanne, a former elementary classmate, with her family. Just a short "Hi and Hello" conversation. No time for long talks. After that, we decided to eat at Mcdonald's. Yet is so stingy. While we were eating, we saw Ailyne, another former elemntary and higschool classmate who was with me just last Saturday together with my highschool classmates. Another short funny conversation because she's with her college friends. After eating, we left Mcdo and went to the hypermarket to buy our snacks. We headed at the seaside to witness the beautiful sunset and also to watch the fireworks (our main reason why we went there). At the seaside, we had our long, funny, sweet conversations. We talked about our childish elementary days. We were just laughing about our gone-too-old-childish days. We also talked about our bittersweet love lives. HAHA, on the other hand, we felt awkward about those lovers beside us, lovers who were doing a vulgar immodest ponographic scenes, kissing beside us. Err. We were also laughing about them. I wish they thought of their privacy. A stupid public display of affection in other words. Duhh.

Nevertheless, we enjoyed the fireworks which blowed up brightly in the nightsky. How cute! We did have our picture taking to witness that day. A super enjoyed day with my bestfriends. We headed our own homes by 8PM. I finally got home by 9PM.

That's all for now, Nappy. Let's call this a day. Good night.

PS. Where are you now? Cause I´m thinking of you. You showed me how, how to live like I do. If it wasn´t for you, I would never be who I am. (Song for the day)

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You're the sky that I fell through and I remember the view whenever I'm holding you.

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"When I was little, I fell from a tree but before I did, I managed to hold on to a branch. I was up there for a long time, waiting. The silence, the pain in my arms, the heat, my heartbeat rushing. Then I finally fell. I couldn't recall exactly what happened after I hit the ground. All I could remember was the agony of holding on and the wonderful feeling of letting go."

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Haaays. It's been almost 1year and 1month since we bid goodbye to our alma mater. I really couldn't forget the happenings since the last time we got our diplomas. What a memorable graduation!!! Most unforgettable moment of my high school life. The moment i first stepped my feet on the ground of my former school and the moment i stepped out cause my mission was over.

Nothing is really greater than my high school days =))

Yeah so true! It made my life so happy and memorable.

All the FIRST experiences that could possibly happen happened to me.

I couldn't imagine how my life was without my friends, or let me say TRUE FRIENDS. Each one of them has his purpose in my life. Some may be the ones who truly cared about me. Some may be the ones who stabbed me in front but made me realize what's all about the reality. Some hurt me but after that, the ones who asked apology. Some put my face a BIG SMILE and explained to me how wonderful life is.

On my freshie year, well, it seemed that i was really not over in my elementary days. I said to myself during this year that nothing was better and happier than my elementary. Athough I have my friends, still, i didn't actually hang out with them. Yea! It's the truth. I hate my freshie year so i just gave all my efforts in my studies. In its result, i was the Top 1 in our class and Third Honor in the over-all.

On my sophomore year, ahmm. I didn't actually expect that this was the start of the competition. I was moved on a higher section. I expected that all of my classmates were really smart! I was so scared mingling with them. I thought they're were... Woah! Heavy! Super smart and Genius-like.. I was in the section 1 of the regular program. In this year, i was on an adjustment process. I didn't know what to do, how to start making friends with them, how to be just like them.. I didn't have any idea. I just decided that i must do something to be just like them. I studied hard and that's it, i was the First Honor in over-all for regular program. Whew. Unexpected! It was just my first time because when i was in elelmentary, i was just always on the Third Honor and below. I never reached on the second rank or even first rank. I was drowned in bliss. :)) Haha. On the end of the year, some of my classmates were already my close friends.

On my junior year, woah! One year to go.! This was memorable. Many things happened. Sweet, funny, scary, joyful, everything that may describe this year.. I already had my best friend. It's Mary Camille Joyce R. Bialen. We actually have common traits that's why we clicked. I already showed the true side of me. Not the super quiet person but the super LOUD person that one can be. :))
I also experienced being in love and being loved by someone. Woah. Super kilig to the bones. haha. How sweet this year was. :)) I felt i was always in cloud nine. You know actually what i mean. Being in love and being loved in return is such a sweet thing, isn't it? :)) LALA :)) I won;t further talk this thing here. Hahah.

On my last year, my craziest year, my happiest year, my senior year, at first i really didn't like the start of it. New classmates :(( Some of my classmates were being transferred on the other section. I cried when i saw the list of names of my classmates. My close friends were not my classmates anymore. I was so sa that time and in fact, Baby Ann called me just to confirm if i was really kidding when i texted that her name was not included in the master list of Beige. Haay. How sad :(( Nevertheless, we had to move on bout that thing. About my new classmates, i thought they're hard to socialize with. But on the middle of the year, somehow i was wrong. We're still on the adjustment period. There was a time that i wanted to turn back time! I said that i hate that year if i was not mistaken. However, i already made friends with them. I found out that they're also good just like my classmates in Third Year. :)) hehe. I had a great time during my senior year. I enjoyed my classmate's company and as well my teacher's craziness. :)) haha.

As i flash back, i can't avoid to cry. Tears are always falling whenever i reminisce those days, those happy days. I wish i could turn back time but well, let me face the reality. I'm not the kind of person who will run away from the truth. I certainly learned lots of things about them, how to be competitive, how to be more creative, how to be aFIGHTER, how to be a WINNER, and how to face the next days aiming for the mark :))


I'm already in college. And i'm on the long process of adjustment just like before. Haays.

This is life :))

I hope i always possess the guts, the strenghts, the confidence, and the power to surpass my four years in college.

I'm aiming for the 3 BOLD LETTERS :))

C P A :))

Yeah!

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I was a girl who never dreamed to be love
Never dreamed to be loved back by someone,
Never wished to have a fairytale love story,
Just like in a romantic movie I’ve always wanted.

Until one day, someone perfectly came my way,
Introduced what love could be in its craziest means,
A love that changes one’s heart from merely beating,
And a love that can be happily felt by a girl like me.

He’s my first love. Yes, he is.
My first love who made me feel really special,
Without a doubt, he gave me hundred reasons,
To live my life with smiles I’m hardly believin’.

He’s my first love. Yes, he is.
He makes me happy. He gives me joy,
He’s the only one who can change my mood into something better,
And I love him the way he used to be.

If loving him means walking uncertainties,
I will still bravely run the risk of getting hurt,
Than run the risk of regretting my life,
By not loving him at all.

He’s my first love. Definitely, he will be,
He’ll be the first and the last,
Promise to love him now and forever,
Even chances of loving him I can’t be sure of.

And now, I’m a girl who believes in the magic of love it brings,
Believes in an impossible happy endings,
Wishing always to love and be loved by him,My first love and hopefully the last person I’ll love till the last breath of my life.

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"Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends."

What is best friend?

Usually, best friend is defined as a person who is always there for you, helps you when you are in trouble and cheers you up when you're sad. The best among your friends.

Yeah that's right. But for me, a best friend is somebody who knows every last thing about you, yet still manages to like you anyway.

I have this bestfriend whose name is Mary Faith Velez Roda. I met her when I was Grade 6 in BCS. At first, I never thought that she would be one of my closest friends there. I was a transferee and I could hardly manage to talk to them because they were all using the Visayan dialect. Haha. Cagayan de Oro was the place.

I can't remember why we became close friends. Sila Pearl (isa kong pang bff) ung lage kong kasama on my first weeks at school.

And then, days and months passed, she came along. Haha. Close na kame. We used to eat our lunch at Pearl's Lola's room. Anu daw? Hahah. Bsta dun! Mnsan, ung kani-kaninong bahay na lng ng mga classmates na lng :))

I admit, we were so young before that we used to have lots of fights and misunderstandings! Immature much. :) Haha. Maybe, it's really normal. Haha.

Whenever I remember those days, I can't help but LAUGH. Haha

But despite those fights, still, we became best of friends. We have a group named "FLOWER BLOOM" together with Pearl (MIss ko na din xa). Ako ata nagpangalan e. Korni tuloy.

We are now in college and we still have the communication. You know the feeling of having those bestfriends despite the distance, stil, each of us can keep the friendship we had 5years ago?

(She edited this picture. Batang bata pa kame. Haha)

5years of friendhip but the 4years we had was spent apart. Fortunately, the friendship survived through text messages, fs/fb comments and YM.

This is us now. After 5years, nagkita uli. It was my birthday!

We were best friends yesterday.

We are best friends today.

We will be best friends forever :))))

"But looking back, I think the reason why we're still friends is the fact that we never really wanted to lose each other.

I may not know the other side of your personality, I may not know the things you like or dislike but I hope you know that whatever happens, whoever you'll turn out to be, you will stil be my BES. And I will always treasure everything we had."

- Mary Faith

There is no distance too far between best friends, for friendship gives wings to the heart.

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One night, Ate Aisah (my sister) and I went out to the sari-sari store to buy something to eat. I was craving for junk food (it's been 2 weeks since the last time I ate junkfood). I bought a piattos and 10pcs clover bits (1php each). HAHA. Then as we were walking, I noticed those stars in thenight sky.

I told my sister to take a glance.

ME: "Ate, tingnan mu ung stars dun sa langit. Ang cute nila oh."

ATE: "Saan jan?"

ME: "Ung may three stars sa gitna at may 4 stars na nakapaligid."

ATE: "Ung parectangle?"

ME: "Wla namang rectangle jan e."

ATE: "Saan ba tlga?"

ME: "Aiun oh. Ung Letter H-Shaped(Pointing to the stars) Ung 7stars (started counting)

ATE: "Ah, un ba.."

ME: "Oo, yun. Ang bulag mu naman."

Then after that night, I started looking those stars every night. I feel so happy and delighted whenever I look at those 7 stars.

Shinare ko un sa mga classmates ko. I asked one of my classmates(Abby Carbonera) na kng anung stars ung H-shaped na un. She told me that it's the Orion's Belt.

I immediately searched on net if it's true. Tmaa ngaa :))

Eto yung stars na yun.

Haha. I feel something about these stars. Parangang special nla. For me lng huh. Bsta ang cute tlga nila tingnan :) Tas they are 7. Exactly, my favorite and lucky number :))

Because of this, I used to sing all over again ang SHOOTING STAR ng Hale :)

"Like a shooting star to where you are
Are we too late am I too soon
You’ll make it through you’ve gone too far
Will you ever be my star?"

Why are these stars special? Does it mean something?

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Bilang isang tao, ano ang pangunahing kinakatakutan mo?

Ako, sa totoo lang, natatakot akong mamatay. Kapag iniisip ko na kung mangyayari yun, di ko maiwasang kilabutan, matakot at kabahan.. Alam ko naman lahat tayo dadaan dun pero xempre di natin alam anung mangyayari sa susunod kapag nalibing na tayo, iniwan na tayo dun sa libingan natin. Yung tipong, tatabunan tayo ng lupa, diba nakakatkot? Ikaw ba, naisip mu na yun? May tao kayang di takot mamatay? Sa tingin ko meron, yun ung mga taong sabi nga ng iba, HALANG ang kaluluwa. Yan yung mga taong kriminal, yung pumapatay, yung mga makasalanan, yung nagpapa-abort, yung mga nagda-drugs, yung mga nagnanakaw sa kaban ng bayan, yung mga mapalinlang, yung mapang-api, yung mga homosekswal,yung mga sakim, yung mga gahaman, yung walang sinasamba, yung walang pinapaniwalaang Diyos. Mga taong walang magawa kundi gumawa ng masama.

Di ba nila iniisip ano magiging kahihinatnan ng mga pinaggagawa nila? Di ba sila natatakot na mapunta sa impyerno? Di ba nila alam na mas magdudusa sila kapag namatay sila at napunta dun? Di talaga nila alam kasi wala silang kinakatakutan.

Natatawa ako minsan kasi bakit pa kelangang gumawa ng kasamaan ang ibang tao?

Di ba nila kayang maging mabuti na lang?

Bakit pa kailangang pumatay?

Bakit pa di makunteto sa anong meron sila, bakit pa kailangang mangurakot?

Bakit kailangang i-abort yung batang nasa sinaopupunan nila? Kasalanan ba ng batang nasa loob yun kung bkit siya nabuo?

Bakit pera na lang lagi ang pinapahalagahan ng karamihan?

Bakit pa kailangang gumastos ng limpak-limpak na salapi para mapalitan lang ang kasarian? Bakit kailangang maki-uso sa iba?

Bakit kailangang i-daan sa droga ang problema e kung kaya namang ayusin to at pwedeng humingi ng tulong sa Itaas?

Bakit kailangang pairalin ang pride at magkapatawaran na lang?

Bakit ba kailangang manlamang ng kapwa?

Bakit pa kailangang manakit at mantapak ng kapwa?

Bakit kailangang maging sakim ang iba para lamang sumaya sila?

Bakit ba? Di ko maintindihan!!!

Naaawa ako sa mga taong ganun. Mas iniisip nila ang buhay dito sa daigdig. Ang mga nangyayari dito sa mundo ay pawang mga pagsubok lang na ibinigay sa atin ng Lumikha. Sinusubukan Niya kung magagawa ba natin ang ating tungkulin sa Kanya, kung magagawa natin ang mga nais Niya, kung magiging isang mabuti tayo sa kabila ng mga tukso dito sa mundo, kung mananalig tayos a oras ng kagipitan at kung maniniwala tayo sa Kanya at wala ng iba.

Napapansin ko na sunud-sunod na mga kalamidad sa mundo, sunud-sunod na mga lindol, mga bagyo, mga krimen. Guguho na ba ang mundo? Naniniwala kayo sa 2012? Ako, HINDI e. Di ako naniniwala na may mga taong kayang hulaan ang mangyayari sa hinaharap. Ang Lumikha lang ang nakakaalam kung kelan Niya gagawin yun. Pero bilang isang nilikha Niya, isipin mo ng gumawa ng kabutihan, gawin ang tungkulin sa Kanya at manalig!

Wag sanang dumating ang araw na ang mga kasinungalingan ay maging katotohanan, ang kasalanan ay maging tama sa mata ng tao, ang pait sa puso ay maging pag-ibig, ang mga homosekswalidad ay tanggap na sa lipunan at higit sa lahat maging dominante ang kasamaan sa kabutihan.

Iba-iba man ang relihiyon natin, mapa-Muslim, mapa-Kristiyano o Katoliko ka, naniniwala tayo sa Lumikha, Siya ang Makapangyarihan, Siya ang nakakaalam ng lahat. Siya ang dapat na pinaniniwalaan. Sa Kanya ka manalig..

May panahon pa diba para magbago, may panahon pa para gawin natin ang tungkulin natin sa Kanya. Kung malaki man ang nagawa mo, mapapatawad ka pa Niya. Habang maaga pa, magbago ka na! Labanan ang mga tukso..

God is greater than our weakness. In fact, our weakness reveals how great God is..

Let's all hope for the best! Get up and do something beautiful!

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This year's election was very historical for every Filipino not because it's the time where PGMA can now be shooed off from her position but because it was one of the most peaceful elections ever held. . Finally, after 9years of her living in the Malacañang Palace, everybody is now ready to see the new elected officials of the new administration :) Hey ya! VICTORY for everybody! Under her administration, many violence and chaos happened. Goodness. extra judicial killings, graft and corruption, scams and scandals, calamities, etc. See? For me, she's a legend! A legend for dishonesty and poverty! How can someone like her rule a country like Philippines? I know that our country is now leading as number one, number one in poverty and corruption. Can we still endure all of these? Sad but it's the reality.

MAY 10, 2010

Everybody hoped for a clean and systematized election. And i think, no one was been dismayed. It all turned out well. A toast for evryone who joined this major event that will surely affect the future of our country. I was amazed with the so called PCOS machine. What does PCOS stand for? PCOS standS for PrecinctCount Optical Scan. It's automated machine which uses tabulate paper ballots where choosing would mean shading the appropriate ring that represents a candidate. It's now very easy to count the number of votes of a certain candidate in a particular area. Before, we were waiting for the election's results more or less than one month and now, with the use of these PCOS machines, it's now shortened to more or less 1 week. Despite the troubles it encountered, still, it all worked properly. Great, huh?

Cheating during election is the usual and common thing a candidate can do for he/she to win the said race - vote buying, forcing someone to vote for him, and the worst, killing innocents. It's very absurd and ludicrous to kill someone who is innocent just to win. Goodness, how pathetic! One doesn't deserve to win his desired position in this awful way. Filipinos are great in this. How desperate one can be! :|

Anyway, this is the Latest Partial Unofficial Election Result as of May 11, 2010 7:35 p.m 85.88% of ERs

With these results, i'd like to congratulate Mr. Noynoy Aquino for being the leading in Presidential race (Sure win). Honestly, he's not my bet, it's Gordon. It's not that I don't like Noynoy but for me, I can't feel any strength within him. :0 For VP, I proudly go for Jejomar Binay :) I can see the power and supremacy within him that may save Philippines from anything before it's too late. And for the senatorial race, I am currently disappointed because deserving people aren't able to reach the top 12 like Adel Tamano, Gilbert Remulla and Liza Hontiveros and those ACTION STARS are on the top list. Filipinos love to vote artists. They can't rationalize their votes to which it must be given to the deserving ones. (SIGH)

It was reported that earlier this morning, taipan billionaire Manny Villar has already conceded to Noynoy Aquino accepting his defeat. Just recently, another presidential candidate conceded and that was Richard Gordon and Gilbert Teodoro. I salute all them especially Manny Villar who first conceded among the presidentiables. Now, the Presidential race is now a fight between Noynoy Aquino and former President Joseph “Erap” Estrada. It was kinda funny for Erap to say that he's been cheated by Noynoy and he's going to file a case against him. So is he tring to say that when he (for instance) wins, he's not been cheated? Come to think of it. In every game you play, one wins and one loses. If you lost on this kind of game, one must accept the fact that it's not the right track for him/her.

THAT'S ALL I CAN SAY. :)

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